ok..wat i need da most is rest..

ok....im tired of everthing..book and exams are counted in..to say so my eyes is goin to pop out soon...haih yor..a ton of homework not done..tomorrow's music homework not done..i juz need rest..and guess wat..my hand hav no energy to practise piano...i can play but sure got alot of wrong notes..ok..i feel like doin this..this is wat i saw from my notes..that i copy from camp last year:
"Earn all you can,
Save all you can,
Give all you can."
and another sentence i want to tell everybody is..........*back ground music thank u..*

"LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!AND LIVE LIFE FOR REAL JOY!!!"

ok that is all i want to say today..thank u for reading..ok lar..dun wanna to play alreadi..i still got alot to tell u guys..umm 1st of all i need a break from school and mu life..and then....hmmm...no drums tomorrow damn sad...lately i kind of miss my sis a little..and im goin to write a chinese eassay..and the tittle will be.."sisters and brothers.."im goin to write that for my competition...wakakaka..ok enough of nonsence today..umm..ok..guess wat some ppl will be in my eassay..so if my eassay is in the book..i will tell u guys hu i wrote..ok..there is another thing i want to type here..im goin for tae kwan do test this sun...i hope i pass lar...hehe..ok..i dun wanna talk to strangers..so dun talk to me if u dunno me!!im scared ok...good advise for every1..DO NOT TALK TO STRANGERS!!as u can see my life is still not recover after the incident so..still in my emo mood..but no worries=)..im fine ..and thanx for ur concern..hehe..and guess wat cant wait to go to....cg..hehe..so see ya..

I wanna go holiday!!

I juz wanna leave this country..and go somewhere for holiday...

wakakaka.....but ...no hols so far..the latest is in may...after exams..sobs...

i wanna go aus...Gold coast although i've been there be4..

JAPAN!!!shopping and then disney land!!and anime....

korea again!!!for the food!!

and hawaii..go beach...sun bathing..juz jkjk...

im dark alreadi so i dun wanna be any dark...

and i wanna go bunjee jumping..

i wanna go around the world in 80 days..juz joking..

i mean my whole life..i dun mind..hehe..

and more..i wanna go everywhre..with my frenz..hahaha..

to eat all the goood food!!

juz wanna talk out here!!

is goin to be a emo or maybe complain post..im so sorry..is juzt that i haven't stable my emotion yet..still in progress with that..to say so alot of things i want to ask...but there is 1 part of me sayin not to ask..is like sayin that is not the right time yet..and ya..i wonder how is my little cousin brother now..i hope he is ok and not tortured by that evil scum...and i juz wanna pray for Mei li my dear that she can score high in her exams lor..
i juz wanna thank some ppl hu help me when i reli needed help..as in im umm...u noe lar..the ppl im thanking..hehe....
ok...and lately i've been thinking is life juz boring without frenz??
i dun reli care bout the answer anymore..cuz studies is more important rite??
and im trying to study and score high marks for the mid term exams..so i can prove to my mum that i study even if i hang out with the youths!!so like that lar..
im goin to drums lessons..yeah!!after so long...hahaha...im happy..and i get to go for cg too..yeah..after the offer so long..hehe...
and still i wanna say that my life is still a mess after wat happen..
and im happy to say that im out of the teacher's day performance..Yeah me!!
yesterday i went out with angel after 3 month not seing each other..do any1 noe where to get skate board in cheap rate and good quality??i wanna get it for angel's long belated b'day present!!
lol..ok lar..that is for all..thanx for reading this post..

Happy birthday to...

Happy birthday to my dear and pretty teacher..

Melissa!!!

Thanx for teaching this years in piano class..

sorry if i make u very angry...hehe..here is a pic of me her and

pei yun...(miss pei yun alot!!)..

May God bless her always...and will stay pretty for ever..!!

Happy Birthday to miss little angel Jin Yin...

Happy 18th birthday...

and hope u have a nice birthday and ...

May God bless u always..and get to stay pretty always

lastly hope u get to be with Dansen forever..haha..

Ok that is for all..and if is ur bday and i didnt wish u or post

here tell me...hehe..bb

where is my happiness?

my happiness suddenly dissappear from me..i juz feel emo lately..i dunno y??answer or no answer to the solution...it like dosen't matter to me alreadi..u noe wat...i juz wanna be some made fellas..and go happy and no sadness ..like happy go lucky ppl only..is like emo is bad stuff u noe..and then y do problems always come together..??y can't they juz come 1 by 1??ok..i'm tired lately cuz i duty for the mssd basketball(in koperasi)..and busy practising for the audition...haih not i want to go ppl pull me 1...ok lar..umm...i think im getting sick soon...so pray that i dun...lol..k lar..that is for all!

humans??

to say so learning a human's personalities takes a long time..maybe i shud learn phsycology...i reli want to noe wat ppl r thinking sometimes..ppl hu dosent learn can tget it correct sometimes.. and u see in school i dunno y my fren can change till like no body buisness when last time she use to care bout things..and talk bout family..i geram..some ppl shud noe..and the results r out di..guess wat ??my poor little cousin has been sent back to the devil's place..i hope he is fine..thanx to his elder bro and sis..they have change too..they used to listen to me ..and now they dun even 1 to answwer my call..only my little cousin..poor little thing..stupid..wat better not to seperate the bro and sis..they torture him too..o gosh..for God sake pls treat him better..i hope he wont get too much torture..maybe we shud send the evil scum to the hospitl to check!!evil scum...i'll tell u...nxt time he will get punishment from God!ok..enough scolding..i better get goin be4 my mum start to scold me too..sorry for letting u guys read this...but i want u guys to noe the cruelty of a human can be!

End of the Tomb sweeping for the year...

Im glad is finsih..so i wont feel that bad anymore...u noe betrayer and stuff rite??maybe only some ppl will understand the sentence above...hehe..ok..i not happy that i got darker alreadi...after all the events that past this 3 weeks!and not pleased with some of the events lar..and it wont be the camp..cuz camp i reli had a lot of fun there...u noe..im still not very ok after wat happen from the ther post..so sorry to be so emo for the past few post...im sorry..i shud be happy..XD..and i got a correction to make!i went to 6 states in 3 weeks!..lol..is was a tiring drive ok...for the 2nd week..cuz it was 3 day in four diff states..almost the whole day in the car..can u imagine how boring..usually u will sleep in the car rite??but i can't thanx to my little bro..and i noe if u seat too much in the car ur butt will grow bigger..it is not my fault i want to seat so long ok!this sentence is to tell somebody hu told me that if u seat to long ur butt will get bigger..(u shud noe very clear)..ok..im still not recover from all the problems...still inside the shell of it...i reli need some1 to pull me out of it..and then ler...juz now i was talking to Pei yun but..due to her bad internet connection...so our phscological session ended half way..ok..hu can help me..i've been praying alot lately..and guess wat..alot of bad things happen this days..y am i so unlucky??hope tat my luck will change soon...and i start to like to play the lowside blues song..i hope i can score high during piano pratical exam..hehe..i juz hope i pass my theory..lols

someday over the rainbow i will find wat i wanted all along..

i hope that i can find the solution for all my problems..

Thanx to all hu help me..the rainbow pics is for u guys..

Love,

Sh3rN