GO AAWAY!

ppl usually say that going home is the best place to go too...

cause here is always ppl to comfort u when u r down....

i hav 2 home..

when im in aussie i feel like going to m'sia home to find comfort....

cause they care the most when im in aussie...

but when i am in m'sia..i wanna go back to aussie....

dilemma dilemma dilemma....

do u ever care??

i just wanna go away from aussie home the nxt 10 days until some1 leaves...

she knows nothing and YOU ARE NOT THE BOSS OF ME!

im the youngest doesnt mean i have to do all the things!

im the youngest doesnt mean i have to follow whatever u say...

and bcuz u r older then me doesnt mean ur concept is right for me!1

ple leave me alone...

i just want my own personnel place to be in...

my own place where i feel like im the king of the world and i dun need to follow any rules!

i just want my own freedom!!!!!

pls help me...

they think they can even bother to restrict my religion!

RUBISH!!!!

u can take my body but u will never take my heart or mind!!!!!!!!!

hope u guys have a better day then me!

inequal love.

I dun get how same parents same family members same love towards a person can cause...

Inequal love towarss diff person...

Is totally absurd!!!!

Is not fair...

Treating another person with caring and soft tone,

But another sibling gets treated with harsh tone..

:(

Suffocating....

Hav u ever wonder that being the youngest is the least happiest thing ever happen??

My aunt came over so now in the hse I have 2 aunts and a older sister...

Which makes me the youngest at home...

Being the youngest means u hav to do more things...

Example sacrifice ur room..

I came over hereto aussie so I coukd get my own room..

But now...I got to give it up...

Which is not a good thing...

Cuz I dunno where I can find my personal place....

Especially to do script I prefer doing it in a locked room...

Staying with my sis makes me suffocate...

I cant do this in her room or that...

I hate it to the max..I do not hav my personal space and now I dun hav freedom...

My aunt who I stayed a long time here..

Was being a b****...

I get scolded for everything j done..

Including lack lack of sleep. ?.

As I told u a few post earlier. ?.

I hav not been sleeping well..

I guess is bcuz of stresss..

And today when I finally found people peace in sleeping...

After switching over rooms...

I get called..

U cant blame me for throwing a fist....

I dun wanna go...

So just let me be....

Im not ur maid or personal belonging....

Im ur niece...

I have HUMAN RIGHTS TOO!!

Hope u guys are having a better life

Xoxo

Sh3rn

family rivalry

I really hate my sis sometimes....

She oppose everything I done...

Today we need to share room...

So not happy cause she gets to boss around bcuz im sleeping in her room:(

Another thing is my aunt. .ishhhhh la

U think u r older doesnt mean that u r the boss of me...

Is just bcuz she comes and takes my room.

I dun hav my own personal place...

The only one reason I came here is to hav personal space..

:(

i need more...

Time time time...

why cant you give me more time??

i need more time,

feels like 24 hours is not enough....

got script, assignments pilling up one by one....

lets not think of production which will start maybe nxt week...

=(

sleep ar!!!

why u dun let me sleep..

at night cannot sleep in the morning also cannot sleep...

i very tired lately lar...

need to think for this and that....

haih...

i feel like a zombie....

creativity...

give me more lar....

i need it to write the script lar!

not happy!!!!!

hope u guys have more sleep, time to do ur stuff and creativity...

Conflict

i was reading this book just few min ago..

i like the story...

sometimes there are so many conflicts in life...

is like ur head is thinking of this but ur heart wants this..

i dun want to have a bf now but in my heart..

i just hope that i can be the main character for once in my life.

i just so hope that there is this guy that loves me so much

and it will never feel real...

i know it feels weird but this is called internal conflict with the heart and brain...

haih....

shud really stop thinking too much..

xoxo

Sh3rn

A day that all mothers are appreciated =)

Today is the day where all mom are the happiest...

for me i know i;m suppose to celebrate with my mum..

but she is not here with me..

she is sitting in an airplane now going back to M'sia from france...

i hope i was with her...

(i want to go on the europe tour too)

but I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!

eventhough u are not with me here in aussie...

i will always lve you..

stay pretty strong and healthy!!!

and be careful tomorrow after reaching the airport yeah...

Love you!

xoxo Sh3rn=)