Telling stories

i like to write stories...

but at the same time i dun like to show it to ppl...

only that particular of frenz i share with...

they say writing a story means u portraying urself inside the story...

i think is quite true...

i always put myself in the character and write it...

that is why is very hard for me to write 3rd person's view...

as mostly i write 1st person's view...

but i will challenge myself..as most famous authors are writing in 3rd person's view.

sometimes writing these story make me feel that the heroin or hero are very lucky.

they get what i wanted.

they get i desire the most...

but u know u never get it in real life...

k..enough babbling...

gtg..

xoxo

Sh3rn

Here comes the new sem (SP 5 2013..)

In a few days,

im going to start my new sem in uni....

seems tiring tho...=(

after looking at my timetables.

haih..i feel bored now i have nothing to do 

and my internet quota is going to reach its limit.

What to do??

i dunno. but something inside me making me feel tired...

just dun feel like doing anything and sleep all day...

although i have been sleeping for 10 hours averagely during the break.

i cant wait for my new phone...!!!

ahrgggg!!!

i hope it comes faster..!!!!

i only can get it after 4th of august T.T

but is the fastest i can get.

i think something in me make me realise i let go of some1...

that some1 i used to really like him had crushes of him...

and even dream a lot of him...

but by today i can tell you im so over of him...

it has past 3 years i can finally say im over...

i dun even bother to say hi or happy birthday anymore to him...

which is a sign that i moved on...

haha...hmmm...

wonder when will my next love life will appear??

never know about that...

but wishing everyone who is going to start their sem nxt week

a good luck and all the best!!

let's work hard together =)

xoxo

Sh3rn

Dreams when u r asleep...

everyone dreams every night.

i rmb reading somewhere that ppl dream 2-3 dreams everytime they sleep.

but most of the time ppl wont rmb their dreams..

do u ever wonder what u dreams...

i dunno why but i can rmb some of my dreams.

i heard that dreams is ur most inner thoughts...

which u dun even know.

have u guys ver constantly dream of this person...

for the past 10 years i've been dreaming about this person alot...

that person appears in my dream a lot and in diff scenes...

(PS: i dun dream of that person everyday is just maybe 2-5 times a month)

it kinds of scares me that i keep dreaming of this person...hmmm...

do anyone dream about you particular person alot??

let me know...

xoxo

Sh3rn

a actual story have been split into 2??

ok guys..

sorry for the late update...

i know...

i've been busy so sorryyy...

ok working in teams sometimes is a pain in ass...

agrhhhh...

headache!!

why cant ppl just be honest to each other...

why must they have different opinion??

urghhh...

is like having jae suk and joong kook in the same team...

but have diff opinions...

haih...

=(

i am really stress and worried about this 2 members...

hope everything passes soon...

xoxo

Sh3rn

Scriptwriting...

ok....everything have been fine...

so no more arguments and stuff...

got back my own room and im busy working my ass off my script...

scriptwriting is not as easy as u seem...

having headache trying to finish it...

=(

i think i will get it if u say that scriptwriter will go crazy easily...

u need the idea and the time to think to write it out into a long script book...

IT IS SOOOO FREAKING NOT EASY..

I really salute to all scriptwriter whether u are a bad one or a very good one....

i'll try my best....

*winks*

have a good weekend guys!!!

i'm filming my group short film tomorrow...

and...i will post up about my KI trip soon.. =)

xoxo

Sh3rN  

FACts of me right at these moments

1. i am really angry and dont think u are my superior!
2. cant u just leave my room and give me peace??!
3. I WANT MY FREEDOM!
4. i'm not talking to u cuz i dun think i am in the wrong!
5. i'm trying to do my work but i cant concentrate!
6. i cant sleep well thanks to u!
7. ishhh...why my life cant be any better?? why must u ruin it...
8. to tell u the truth....i really expecting ur arrival but then it seems that u just ruined it urself!
9. i feel akward staying in the same room as u!
10. i'm not as happy as u!
11. i cant even laugh while watching running man...
12. one happy thing today is there is a hot guy sitting beside me in the bus today...
13. another happy moment, the bus driver is so sweet and treat me so well...
14. i'm sorry to those person i almost burst out to u! from the old grandpa that i didnt say hi back when he said hi or the bus driver who said hi too...(but at least i smile to them)
15. i just want my normal life back...
16. i AM SO NOT HAPPY!!!
17. I WANT MUMMY!
18. I MISS MUMMY!
19. i want my mum to be right here to stand up for me...
20. why cant i even talk to my mum...
21. i want to cry....(why must u restrict me from crying is my tears anyway!!!)
22. I just want to dozzed off to dreamland and never wake up...
23. first time today i had suicidal thought! (i'm alive writing this so u know that i did not suicide)
24. i even want to stay at the hospital....
25. i said swear words today which i normally dont
26. i prefer friends over family!

PS: u doesnt refer to readers it just refers to this particular person who messed up with my life!

Hope u guys have a better day then me! =(

GO AAWAY!

ppl usually say that going home is the best place to go too...

cause here is always ppl to comfort u when u r down....

i hav 2 home..

when im in aussie i feel like going to m'sia home to find comfort....

cause they care the most when im in aussie...

but when i am in m'sia..i wanna go back to aussie....

dilemma dilemma dilemma....

do u ever care??

i just wanna go away from aussie home the nxt 10 days until some1 leaves...

she knows nothing and YOU ARE NOT THE BOSS OF ME!

im the youngest doesnt mean i have to do all the things!

im the youngest doesnt mean i have to follow whatever u say...

and bcuz u r older then me doesnt mean ur concept is right for me!1

ple leave me alone...

i just want my own personnel place to be in...

my own place where i feel like im the king of the world and i dun need to follow any rules!

i just want my own freedom!!!!!

pls help me...

they think they can even bother to restrict my religion!

RUBISH!!!!

u can take my body but u will never take my heart or mind!!!!!!!!!

hope u guys have a better day then me!