Thursday, March 27, 2014

I've seriously had it!

i've bet that everyone in the world knows about the lost plane MH370 by now!
i was shocked and sad at the same time hearing the news..
2 days after the news came out, i found out that one of my relatives is actually in the plane..
although i haven't seen that uncle before but he is still my relative.
i'm still sad about the news =(
i was shocked to hear that.
My aunt who just lost both her father and sister a month back, 
and now she has to bear the pain of the death of her husband.
i feel so bad for her =(
yes i thought there was still hope before they announce that the plane crashed in the ocean.
the heart of everyone in the world was as one.
praying for the whole flight to be safe.
i thought humanity is still there..
but not until they announce the crashed.
i see so many celebrities and people lashing out at innocent ppl.
do we Malaysian really deserve to be treated badly just because our government and MAS airlines fault?
we are innocent.
i was ashamed to introduce myself as a Malaysian few weeks back since the accident was announced.
i don't agree with how the government and the airlines way of doing.
not trying their best to do anything.
i really prayed hard that our government will work harder to find the plane.
i still don't get why innocent people is getting scolded by China's people.
i lost my faith in humanity.
just because someone from the country did something wrong doesn't mean the WHOLE
country needs to get scolded and flooded by criticism!
i feel disapointed on how all you ppl acted towards innocent people.
we are innocent.
have you ever thought that we are bullied in our country too?
just because we are not the national race we got lost of a lot of opportunities cause they are more bias towards their own race?
think about it properly before you scold others!
i don't care whether you are a celebrity or not!
you think we don't feel pain too?
we lost our closest friend so as our family!
we are also praying hard!
but what can we do?
we don't have much freedom of speech in our country!
hope you ppl that soclded ppl without thinking will think what have you done!
you will feel guilty next time!
you haven't experienced being accused of something you didnt do before but got the blame because someone else did it,
seriously if one day you experience that feeling you will understand how we innocent ppl feel!
so long and God bless!
i will still continue to pray for the family and friends of the victims.
PS: i;m not afraid to say my thought out loud because i believe that 清者自清!
PPS: DONT STEREOTYPE PEOPLE!

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Guardian Angel

I know i'm suppose to update more but i dun have the feel.
i have so many datelines coming up...
and catching up with uni life once again after 4 months of break is really tough!
ok a quickie update on life before i post what i wants to say for the day.. =)
ok uni started...is hectic as ever since im taking 5 courses again...
(hopefully the last sem doing 5 *finger crossed* )
get to know a lot of new friends..which is a good thing =)
and my parents will be flying over!!
wohoo!!!

ok as you see the title for today's post is guardian angel.
i was inspired by this TVB sitcom, Come Home Love
(is a 500 ep show which is very family oriented)
this girl is a writer and radio dj host talked about this topic, guardian angel..
her topic is quite interesting..
yes, when we were young we hope that ourself are angels.
but when we grew older we realise that we will never be angels in the mortal world, but of course,
we can be someone's guardian angel. 
in the show this girl's topic inspired a guy to write a song about it.
which is something interesting...
i would love to write a song.
i really hope i could try to write different genre's song!
ok go back to the main topic first...
for my point of view..
guardian angel is the person who always look after you no matter where you are.
that particular person must have love you so much to be your guardian angel. 
i really hope i have a guardian angel to look after me =)
i think most of the time i always play the role of the guardian angel..
cause i always look after people..haha
so nice of me..haha

ok so before this i was talking about writing music...
yes i have been trying to write music...
the only successful one was for my assignment last year!
although without lyrics is still very subtle..
i hope to compose more song with or without lyrics...
wish me luck on composing more musics =)

k i gtg now...tomorrow is monday so....
it means time to go back to uni =(
no fun! hope the nxt weekend comes fast!!
see ya..
xoxo 
Sh3rn