family rivalry

I really hate my sis sometimes....

She oppose everything I done...

Today we need to share room...

So not happy cause she gets to boss around bcuz im sleeping in her room:(

Another thing is my aunt. .ishhhhh la

U think u r older doesnt mean that u r the boss of me...

Is just bcuz she comes and takes my room.

I dun hav my own personal place...

The only one reason I came here is to hav personal space..

:(

i need more...

Time time time...

why cant you give me more time??

i need more time,

feels like 24 hours is not enough....

got script, assignments pilling up one by one....

lets not think of production which will start maybe nxt week...

=(

sleep ar!!!

why u dun let me sleep..

at night cannot sleep in the morning also cannot sleep...

i very tired lately lar...

need to think for this and that....

haih...

i feel like a zombie....

creativity...

give me more lar....

i need it to write the script lar!

not happy!!!!!

hope u guys have more sleep, time to do ur stuff and creativity...

Conflict

i was reading this book just few min ago..

i like the story...

sometimes there are so many conflicts in life...

is like ur head is thinking of this but ur heart wants this..

i dun want to have a bf now but in my heart..

i just hope that i can be the main character for once in my life.

i just so hope that there is this guy that loves me so much

and it will never feel real...

i know it feels weird but this is called internal conflict with the heart and brain...

haih....

shud really stop thinking too much..

xoxo

Sh3rn

A day that all mothers are appreciated =)

Today is the day where all mom are the happiest...

for me i know i;m suppose to celebrate with my mum..

but she is not here with me..

she is sitting in an airplane now going back to M'sia from france...

i hope i was with her...

(i want to go on the europe tour too)

but I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!

eventhough u are not with me here in aussie...

i will always lve you..

stay pretty strong and healthy!!!

and be careful tomorrow after reaching the airport yeah...

Love you!

xoxo Sh3rn=)

Courage

Have u ever feel like doing something but never have the courage to do it like...

sometimes u feel something bad will happen or u just need one more step to go through it...

that is me..

sometimes i just want to do something but i just dun dare to do it...

sometimes i want to tell the truth but i scared it will backfired...

so courage is the keypoint to the problem...

i always have not enough courage to do something i want..

i'm also scared that people will think badly of me that is why i dun do it...

so try to be more adventureous and build more courage!

xoxo

sh3rn

Flashbacks..

have you ever think back about ur past events and how unfair it is to u and ...

i do...

i never like being in high school.

i always think that high school was full of crap..

i can tell u i was never happy there...

and in my club i got bullied...

i know i was suppose to be the nxt president but no..they give it to some1 else...

they only gave me a form representitive...

WHICH IS SO NOT FAIR! 

after so many years of training up people and working hard to earn the place...

They do not appreciate my work is fine..i should have quite the club and join another club which i have more future in it...

so dissapointing..

besides that...

friends in high school some are real and some are rubbish..

u can know that how they treat you and stuff...

how fake are they...

i always try my best present my most natural to them...

but is tiring cuz they do not know how to appreciate it.

i remember hearing it that true friends will like your true self not a self that u try to fit in.

besides high school...

i also had a flashback on my crushes...

sometimes i think  why can't i be more brave to tell them...

but sometimes im glad i did not...

have u ever wonder why u do this and why this thing is there and stuff...

people always say we do this for a reason or it is there for a reason...

but one thing i want to know is what is the reason...

like Appa Odiga's Lee Junsu always asked...'weh?' (in korean)

haha..too much of grumbling if u have same thoughts let me know...

feel free to comment =)

xoxo

Sh3rn 

It feels like spring in autumn

Today feels like spring compare to autumn....

it suppose to be more rainy and cold..

instead we hav nice sunny weather we some wind blowing...

my aunt is coming over..

and i cant wait....

hehe...

all the things i left she can bring it over for me..YEAH!!!

my parents are in FRANCE!

i want to be there too..why can't i be there too?

the most poor thing is that i have assignments to finish....

i was reading the news yesterday..

i saw so many Malaysian were in Kelana Jaya stadium...

so brave of them to voice out their opinion and want a change for the future generation...

I AM SO PROUD OF U GUYS!!!

i hope i'm there too...

but obviously i cant cause i'm here...

i hope everything goes fine there and there will be a change!!!

i believe in u guys to save Malaysia...

have faith in urself and i know we can see the rainbow and sun after so many rainy days!

be careful too!

xoxo

Sh3rn