where is my happiness?

my happiness suddenly dissappear from me..i juz feel emo lately..i dunno y??answer or no answer to the solution...it like dosen't matter to me alreadi..u noe wat...i juz wanna be some made fellas..and go happy and no sadness ..like happy go lucky ppl only..is like emo is bad stuff u noe..and then y do problems always come together..??y can't they juz come 1 by 1??ok..i'm tired lately cuz i duty for the mssd basketball(in koperasi)..and busy practising for the audition...haih not i want to go ppl pull me 1...ok lar..umm...i think im getting sick soon...so pray that i dun...lol..k lar..that is for all!